I’m literally sitting here writing this week’s blog with Bruce at my side, as we are co-writing this entry about a topic very near and dear to our hearts. The other day, while chatting with a friend, she suggested that a good topic for my blog would be to discuss how we make our marriage work. She even went so far as to say, “Even taking MS out of the equation, you guys just know how to make it work. You have one of the best marriages I’ve ever seen.” So from here on out it’s Team Rankin speaking together in the first person plural (“we” for the non-grammar nerds in the audience).
As has been previously mentioned a few times here on the blog, we met as 18 year-old freshmen at Rutgers, and became fast friends. The first four years that we knew each other, there was pretty much nothing we didn’t do together or share with each other, with the exception of one thing…much to Bruce’s dismay. But when the time was finally right, we took our friendship to the next level, and we haven’t looked back since that day.
From almost the very beginning of our relationship, we found ourselves doing things in a different way than other couples our age. The fact that we had been so close for so long definitely contributed to how we viewed things, but our own individual desires to make the bond that we’d cultivated through the years last also made us open to “breaking the rules” whenever we felt we needed to. We didn’t do anything too crazy, like see other people, but we also did not always need to be attached at the hip. In some ways, our friendship didn’t really change much at all (with the exception of that one thing we mentioned earlier). We were still great friends and connected in every single way, whether we were physically next to each other or not. We’d long been incredibly close buddies that enjoyed spending time doing anything at all together, and that was still the case. People always like to say that their significant other is their best friend, but for us that has been true almost from the day we met. We’ve just always had that connection.
When we finally moved in together after fours years as a couple (with Rennie moving each of those years to a different apartment while she waited…and waited…and waited for Bruce), we again neglected to follow the rules set forth by society. Specifically, we chose to actually use each of the two bedrooms in our two-bedroom apartment as bedrooms: one for each of us. Why did we do this? Well, to be honest, Bruce was a night owl and Rennie was an early riser. So rather than Bruce waking Rennie up when he went to bed at night, or Rennie waking Bruce up when she got up in the morning, we realized that the more practical solution was to have our own sleeping quarters. At least during the work-week. This arrangement brought along with it a fair share of raised eyebrows, including a pretty hilarious exchange between Bruce and Rennie’s then 80 year-old grandfather Stanley. While showing him our place for the first time, he turned to Bruce and said, “So Bruce, I see that there are two bedrooms. Which one gets more action?”
Of course, our eventual wedding in 2000 ended up being like no one else’s that we’ve known before or since. There was no proposal (that didn’t come until after 16 years of marriage)…just a mutual decision that it was time. There were no guests, as we got married at a beautiful chapel in Las Vegas (no Elvis impersonators in sight!), with only our limo driver and photographer as witnesses. Although, there where tons of family and friends watching us tie the knot via streaming video on the chapel’s website (cutting edge for the time). Even our “reception,” held two months later, was done our way. Guests were asked to wear casual attire, and the festivities were held without all of your typical fanfare…no bouquet or garter throwing, no annoying DJ or band, and no “the bride cuts the cake” annoyances. In fact, the cake was chocolate, inside and out. The event had our fingerprints all over it.
As a married couple, we continued to maintain separate bedrooms, and were unconventional in other areas as well. First of all, in order to maintain some level of financial privacy and individuality, we kept (and continue to keep) separate credit cards and checking accounts. We have several joint savings and investment accounts, but for everyday expenditures we’ve found it best to have our own “piggy banks.” We split all bills down the middle, and we always have. If we want to buy presents for each other neither has to know what was spent, or that a gift was even purchased. This allows for a level of spontaneity that most other couples don’t have, and since most couples fight over money we’ve eliminated that as a potential problem. Of course, it helps that we’re both responsible with our spending.
Also, early on we made a conscious decision not to have children. If we had been with other people, things may have been different, but for Bruce and Rennie it just didn’t make sense. We enjoyed the time we spent together so much that we didn’t want to share that time with anyone else…even our own offspring (cue the raised eyebrows once again). Of course, at some point we may have changed our minds about this, but once Rennie was diagnosed with MS that cemented our decision. That decision has allowed us live as newlyweds even to this day.
We’ve taken a lot of criticism over the years for all of the things we’ve done differently than most other couples. We’ve been made fun of, insulted and even ostracized by some for the choices we’ve made. But none of these choices were made lightly, and they were our choices to make. Rather than get hung up on what society told us we were supposed to do, we instead did what we wanted and needed to do for us and our relationship. Perhaps if others did what made them happy, without regard for societal norms, more marriages would be as strong and as successful as ours.
So why does our marriage work? First and foremost, is the strength of our friendship. It truly is the foundation upon which our marriage is built. Even during the rare rough times before MS, we were always able to fall back on our friendship to carry us through. There really is something to be said for dating, and eventually marrying your best friend. Our friendship has given us the intense desire to want to make our marriage work. We weather the storms together, because we want to. After all, how do you live without your best friend?
Another reason we work so well as a couple, is that our personalities complement each other. You always hear that opposites attract, and in our case it’s true. Bruce is cynical, while Rennie is optimistic. Bruce tends to hide his emotions, while Rennie wears her heart on her sleeve. Bruce struggled with motivation for a long time (not so much anymore), while Rennie was always driven to do better. The list goes on and on, and we’d be here all day if we continued, but what it comes down to is that together we are perfectly balanced. Or as Rennie has said for as long as we can both remember, we’re two imperfect halves of one perfect whole.
Sounds silly, but yet another thing that makes us work is that we both have similar senses of humor, and tend to enjoy a lot of the same things. We like the same music. We love a lot of the same movies and television shows. We love the same dumb jokes. And we have always had the ability to make each other laugh. Not just giggles, but the kind of body-shaking belly laughs that often result in tears. When we said earlier that we really enjoy each other’s company, we meant it…on all levels.
Of course, not everyone is lucky enough to have found that person that they connect with on all levels. And truthfully, MS has given us both the perspective to be able to appreciate the life (conventional or not) we’ve created together. Would we have found our way to where we are without MS? Maybe. Maybe not. But who knows how long it would have taken, or what troubles we may have had to encounter to get there.
Something you always hear is that marriage is hard work. Funny, but it hasn’t ever felt like hard work to us. We are happily on this journey together, doing what we want, when we want, how we want, and with whom we want. How is that hard work?