Traditionally this has always been my favorite time of the year. There is nothing I love more than the cool summer nights because it’s a sign from Mother Nature that autumn is approaching. I am constantly awestruck by the beauty of the fall. I love the colors of the leaves turning. I love the crisp fall wind. I love the faint smell of fireplaces warming up chilly homes. I love the sound of the rustling leaves. I love wearing hoodies and Uggs. But most of all, I love the excitement of a new school year, because one of the greatest things about being a teacher is getting a fresh start every single year.
When I was little, I eagerly prepared for the beginning of school. I carefully assembled my binder, making sure that each subject had the exact same number of loose-leaf pages. I had my pencil case stuffed to the max with every single color pen, pencils, highlighters, and whiteout. I could spend hours roaming around the school supplies aisles anywhere I went, just to make sure I had everything I could possibly need.
This excitement continued for me through my college years, and eventually through all my teaching years. I spent dollars upon dollars making sure I would have a well-stocked, beautifully decorated classroom. I spent many days prior to the contractual school year preparing my classroom so that my new batch of students would feel welcomed on day one.
Now I’m not so sure how I feel about the fall anymore. Obviously I still love everything about this time of the year, but this year I’m feeling very nostalgic about the one piece that is missing for me. My teacher friends are in school mode, already heading to school here and there to work in their classrooms and get a jump-start on the school year. On the one hand, I ache for the days when I was anticipating the new school year. It’s a strange combination of excitement and apprehension, but I always found it exhilarating. But, on the other hand, I have this new life just waiting for me to make things happen.
I still get to enjoy the colors of the season. I still get to enjoy the fall wind. I still get to enjoy the faint smell of fireplaces. I still get to enjoy the sound of rustling leaves. I still get to enjoy wearing hoodies and Uggs. But instead of looking forward to a new school year, I am looking forward to new traditions. I firmly believe that I will love and appreciate my favorite parts of the fall even more now that I am taking the time to be fully present in the here and now. Everything seems more beautiful to me now because I am taking the time to truly embrace the simple pleasures in life. For the first time ever, I’m looking forward to spending quality time with loved ones, even though school is starting!
I am actually going to spend the first “week of school” in Florida visiting my dad, and I hope it will be a new “first week of school” tradition. Imagine that! Taking a vacation whenever I want? I feel like such a rebel!