Ever since last week when I wrote about resilience, I’ve been thinking a lot about my friend, Bob (not his real name). Many people might say our friendship is strange because he (and his family) came into my life because his daughter was my student. I believe that the universe brought them to me because we were meant to be in each others’ lives. His daughter has long since graduated and is a full grown adult, yet I still hold this family extremely close to my heart. These days, unfortunately, Bob and I are pen pals, because he is incarcerated.
Bob is not an aggressive person, nor is he a violent criminal. He is serving his time in a minimum security prison, but whatever he was convicted of is not important to me, nor does it make me love him any less. The Bob that I know is still that same gentle soul I have always known him to be.
Bob has the most positive outlook on life that I have ever seen, and he has offered so much good to so many people that I find it hard to believe that any judge could, in good conscience, sentence him to any time in prison.
First of all, Bob is an active member of Narcotics Anonymous, and has almost 30 years clean. Before his incarceration, he volunteered time at detox centers, drug treatment programs, and rehabilitation facilities speaking to others about NA and how he has accomplished his nearly 30 years clean. He also sponsored no fewer than a dozen other men who were working the NA program. The members of NA are an extended part of Bob’s family; they are always included in family and holiday celebrations so that they always have a place to go and feel loved. The scope of Bob’s influence affects hundreds of former addicts who are now on the right track and staying there, thanks in a large part to the positive example that he has always set for them.
Prior to prison, he was also volunteering time at the rehabilitation facility where he recovered after suffering from a stroke. His recovery was remarkable and also not expected, yet he made a full recovery contrary to what the doctors believed was possible. But that’s how Bob is. He didn’t believe that it wasn’t in his power to recover, so he made it happen by putting in the hard work required. His only motive volunteering there was to offer hope to the many other patients rehabbing there who may have been given the same prognosis as he was given. In Bob’s world, the human spirit trumps medical science. He has helped me believe even more profoundly in the power of the universe, and how putting good out there comes back in spades in times of need.
More than anything else, I have always been drawn to Bob’s positive energy. Being around him just makes me feel happy and loved. His smile is contagious and his heart loves deeply and without reservation. He never passes judgement on anyone because life circumstances are often beyond our control. He is courageous and strong, and I have never seen him without a smile on his face. He has such a kind soul and a way of making everyone feel special. To meet him, you would never know the adversity he has overcome as he never makes excuses, but instead embraces those incidents as part of who he has become. He is a humble gentleman, a loving father, a doting husband, a supportive friend, and inspiration to all who have met him.
Since we have become pen pals, it is even more obvious to me why I admire Bob so much. He shares with me the goings-on inside, while I try to share fun stories and pictures with him. Amazingly, although not surprising given his character, he feels worse for the inmates who are away and separated from their families, serving longer sentences than he is, because they have to suffer longer than he does. In the true spirit of “making lemonade”, Bob tells me that he reads, exercises, meditates, works an administrative job, and is currently passionately working on prison reform for non-violent offenders. But perhaps the statement that most affected me was when he told me that the way he sees things, what he is going through is a piece of cake compared to me living with MS every single day of my life. In the most recent letter I received from him, he told me that I should always consider him and his entire family part of my “ride or die” team. And I do. And the feeling is mutual.
I have learned so much about family (which includes the friends who are your chosen family) and love from Bob and his family: loving unconditionally, supporting endlessly, laughing despite crappy circumstances, and staying strong no matter what life throws your way.
I don’t get to see him these days, but he is in my thoughts daily because he inspires me every single day. I’m not sure if his family chose me or if I chose them, but either way, I’m not letting go of any of them. When Bob comes home, many, many people will be there waiting for him and bearing witness as he “reinvents himself” (his words, not mine), including me. And I intend on giving him the biggest, most amazing hug ever. I may have been the teacher when we first met, but as it turns out, Bob has taught me more than I ever thought possible, and for that alone, I am eternally grateful.